I keep buying things when I shouldn't. It's getting really bad. I might just shred my credit card w/ my paper shredder and then tell my CC company that I "lost" the card and want a replacement. It'll arrive here in 5-10 business days if I order a new one, based on when I've had to request new ones in the past after people stole my CC info.

I'll also delete my PayPal account. It's so easy to pay when you have PayPal. Just log in and you've got the CC info right there, without having to even memorize it (although I did memorize mine unfortunately, after using it so much!!).

My parents are giving me $1000 because I spent so much money on them. They said to take the money and not spend anymore for a while.

I suppose I should call my therapist, but I have an appt with her tomorrow, so I'll tell her then. I just kinda automatically buy things without thinking about them. I'm being really impulsive, and the crappy thing is... I KNOW I am being impulsive, but I do it anyway.