I'm thrilled you are feeling better!

I know you're not as "recovered" as you'd prefer to be.
I certainly understand. I was always a standout athlete prior to the sudden onset of CFS ( aka SEID* ), then Fibromyalgia, followed by a myriad of additional diagnoses. My life has never been the same. It's taken me a long time to adjust. I have grown a great deal and in a direction I like! Yes, there are still some challenges, and I do my best to meet them with courage!

Benzo withdrawals can be extremely difficult.
I went through a withdrawal for which I'd needed to be admitted to the hospital. I had taken the med exactly as prescribed. The pdoc had later admitted he was using very high doses of Xanax . He and his colleagues were "investigating" the use of high-dose Xanax. (He had prescribed 14mg. of Xanax per day.) I was totally ignorant. I'd never used it before.
During detox I was so weak and shaky I could not hold a cup up to my lips to drink water. I shook 24/7 for approx 8 days. Headaches, Drenching sweats! And more...It was a very difficult detox.

I'd gone through yet another benzo withdrawal (clonezepam) just 3 years ago.
This was MUCH easier than the other detox. Yet, we all react differently.

I Hope Life Gets Much Easier For You!!!
Love and Prayers ~

*SEID : Systemic Exertion Intolerance Disorder. This is now the name for CFS in the U.S. The exertion intolerance shows up as severe fatigue. The fatigue can be physical, cognitive and/or emotional.