Last night was really rough. Yesterday was going really good until my therapy session. I started therapy up again and I don’t know why I was expecting it to go any different. I really like this therapist and she’s helpful but the last 5 minutes of the sessions I always feel left hanging. And she realizes it and she try’s not to let it happen, but it always does happen. I don’t know. There’s just something about her. My last therapist from a different clinic was working out fine but my Pdoc from there was an idiot. At least she never really made me feel ****ed over. Although she wasn’t much of a help. She never made things worse though.

I am technically dealing with PMS right now even if I don’t get my period. So my feelings may be a bit all over the place.