Thanks everyone. I am being very cautious because I don't believe that there has been anything massively horrific or different that I don't remember. There is just one event that I remember a few parts of, but not the whole thing. I have used EMDR before and it really has worked. It has brought back feelings from things that I had remembered cognitively but not emotionally. I think it helps one experience the emotions to certain events that one just remembers cognitively. And this is my main problem, that my emotions are split from my thoughts. I see T again on Monday and I think we might do EMDR. --