If one suspects DID or DDNOS how does one go about determining what to do next without a local professional to help?

When one looks at someone like Robert Oxnam, his DID completely hid well until in his 40s I believe.

For my part I suspect at least DDNOS, but after being forced to leave a specialist trauma therapist due to a boundary issue (in my view anyway) there's no one left to help with this kind of knowledge in the community that I have found yet.

Any ideas?

I wouldn't otherwise care, except in my analysis I am having a slow breakdown leading to frequent EP intrusions of excruciating inner pain, waking up in dead of night in agony, and fighting substance abuse as a poor and desperate remediation. So this state of affairs cannot persist.

I pretended to be a researcher to get the MID and took it myself, but I still am unsure of the results.

Any advice is more than welcome.