I've been applying to jobs for 3 months. Heard nothing back yet, or "no"s. I apply to a few every few days. We can't pay all our bills and i am scared. We pay the most important ones right now. My mom has helped me once financially and has brought groceries a few times. My dad gives us groceries from time to time. A few things here and there. My mom doesn't want to help anymore. She hasn't been answering her phone either or just doesn't wanna talk for whatever reason. I'm scared cuz idk what to do anymore.

My anxiety is yet again at an all time high. I’ve been waking up with anxiety and physical pain, stomachaches and headaches. Insomnia. Over sleeping. Sadness. Mostly due to finances and the COVID fear is coming back since someone I was around now has COVID.

I feel nauseous all the time.

Idk what to do. I could do instacart/DoorDash. But at this point I’m becoming so physically sick over stress. I have a number of physical issues going on. And my mental health, while stable, is full of anxiety, sadness and I just zone out at times. Haven’t been remembering what I’ve just done 5 min ago or just not remembering things. I sent my sister 30 dollars for fish oil like 2 weeks or 3 weeks ago. I haven’t received anything.