I just got off the phone with my dad telling him that I was going to need gas this week. Seems like a normal thing and all I got was yelled at. According to him I'm not really sick I'm just looking for attention. UMMM NOT!!!! He says all my meds are making me sick and therefore I need to get off of them. I don't know what I did to tick him off this time but whatever it is I wish he would just say it instead of making me feel like dirt. I am waiting for the crisis line people for my T and Pdoc's office to call me back but so far they haven't. The thoughts that are going through my head are not good they are destructive and I know this but if I act on them he will just say see she just wanted attention. UMMM NO I WANT HELP!!!

Jbug