Sorry about your cat, Omers.

I have also been a bit needy lately. The therapist I see does not do email, but I've been sending texts on a daily basis. I just get this strong compulsion to make contact. I don't really know why. Might have something to do with not feeling like I'm ok and needing to acknowledge in some way to somebody that things aren't right with me. The person in my personal life that I would usually make such disclosures to basically told me I was being a burden and she did not want me to seek support from her (although it seems like she still expects me to provide emotional support to her). So I feel like I have to pretend everything's coming up roses except with the therapist.