I'm doing pretty good overall. Yesterday was rough with some extreme paranoia but today is better. I finally got my own internet service since the building's wifi sucks. So I'm able to actually watch stuff on Netflix and download games on my Xbox and play online. (the internet here wasn't fast enough to do that) so I'm happy about that.
I have been obsessively watching stuff on Netflix, there's just so much good stuff I haven't had a chance to watch over the past couple of years. That's a good distraction. I took a 2 hour walk the other day, which was nice. It's extremely hot (I hate warm weather and love autumn and winter) but I know it's good to get out. I bought some new sneakers since I'll be walking more.
Also I have a crockpot being delivered. I'm excited to start cooking with that. I've never had my own before as an adult. I plan on making homemade meatballs and spicy Italian sausage with pasta. I know there's tons and tons of good food you can cook with crockpots.
Planned on cleaning today but I somehow didn't wake up until 2pm which is very unusual for me. Now I just don't feel up to it. I missed my morning meds. Oh well, I'll get back on track tomorrow.
I'm thinking of getting back into studying Italian and Japanese. Need to draw some more too. Gotta get back into all my hobbies.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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