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Old May 24, 2020, 05:49 PM
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Originally Posted by downandlonely View Post
I'm sorry you're so anxious @xmascarol. I hope you can get in touch with your doctor.
i did call him but it may take awhile since he is at home.however the receptionist can call the nurse,i am not going to any hospital i did that before not again all we did all day long is go to useless support groups,no tv in our rooms which stinks they had it in the mess hall but it had to be shut off by 11 .You can only gets your meds when u r schedule to i cannot deal with that they would make me wait sometimes 12 to 14 hours in the nursing home for m,y meds one time i was so bad i was shaking and crying and actually wet the bed and i didnt even know that i went,lucky for me the two aids was there she was so nice the other one was always picking on me however this time she knelt doown for once and acted like a human being for a change she held one of my hands and tried to calm me down i use to have to yell just to get my meds,why they only had one person doing makes is nonsense.NOw i wish i didnt call my doctor .My friend was mad at me the other day cause i was worried that my money wasnt in the bank she said four people already told u that you would be alright i told her i know this but it is the way my brain works yet i know the money is in there with plenty left to spend yet I was still scared,NO need to be nasty with me Then she said i cannot help u i said i know i just needed a friend to talk to she didnt say a word.she was mad i can tell because i called she said she wasnt mad but clearly she was i can tell for some reason she doesnt want me calling her,I dont think tha t is fair she told me once before she would always be here for me,just when she didnt get my message wed she said she was so sorry the she gets mad at me,she should no better,you dont get mad at someone who is suffering so much with anxieties, I know she wasnt in a good mood the second she answered the phone she just wanted to make sure i was alright i said yes,and i told her why i was so anxious then she bit my head off.It isnt easy for me to go out and she knows this to,yet i still love her because she really is a good person,just sometimes she gets mad .