I have some good days and some bad days as they increase my meds. I'm still waiting for things to work or something. my mind is like telling me I"m going to die soon.. to run away... they are also telling me to cut myself to give them my blood. I hear **** all the ****ing time. I just hope it doesn't go down to doing ECT along with the clozapine. 900 is the max dosage for clozapine and I"m at 650 a day. I however did gain 16 pounds from when I first started on it. I'm trying to avoid gaining more weight. well see how it goes.