You're not irritating, Fuzzy. You're a gentle, caring person.
I understand how you're feeling. I had typed out a story about it, but then it sounded like I was making it about me, whereas I just wanted to show you that I can appreciate how you're feeling. (be thankful I deleted the story ... it wasn't at all interesting)
You won't mind my pointing out that you're a liar: apologising for "whining' when you're not whining, will you?
Seriously though ...
I hope you get to speak with your friends soon, so that you can put your mind at ease as to why they haven't been in touch.
Take care fuzzybear..
*leaves a pot of fresh honey*