I was going to visit a woman that used to work where I used to work. She hated my ex step dad. She has stage 4 lung cancer and won't live long. My mom walked down to see her but I couldn't because my sister has the keys for the house and people could break in and take my computer.

I want to see her and she would like to visit me and I could have carried my computer with me but I guess it's not meant to be. My mom can see her to see what could happen to her and just talk for the last time.

That woman is really tough though and isn't afraid of death which is good. It still makes me sad though.

Life makes me depressed sometimes.