Fuzzy,

I know how it is to loose your very bestest people who mean the world to you...it just isn't the same anymore. I was an only child, to the only people I had were my neighbors & there were 2 that were especially close. Their Dad got a huge moveup in his career & they were transferred to Northern California....not only were they moving away, but they were moving way up in the life structure.....leaving us who in my mind, had nothing to offer the world....stuck in our little dumpy neighborhood that had nothing to offer us.

It is always hard for the one being left because the only change is the vacant space they left & a very empty heart. Mind you, we did not loose touch totally & to this day, we are still in contact at occasion that tug at the heart.....but the initial loss is tough....life does go on & others come in & out along the way....the there are some that will always leave an empty spot & it's something we end up accepting & living with....keeping in our heart the memories of the good times we shared.

I hope you will be here more so that you can fill your time with other good thoughts & people & keep the good times you had with them as just that.

Hugz,
Debbie