ChildofChaos I am so sorry that you are hurting
But I am glad you are voicing it.. Often it helps to just be heard when we struggle with chronic pain...
I've been in a massive flare for 3 months now and I dont think it will ever ease any.. I am binge watching ER and falling in to show allows me a bit of an escape.. I also have a book series I love, Distractions ....
Is there anything you can do that offers you any kind of relief even if just temporary? Sometimes a bath is nice or a shower or doing gentle stretches.. Im still looking for something to help me, If I find something else to try I will let you know so you may want to try