I see T at 1 today. He sent a brief email confirming the appointment seeing as it is different because of the holiday.
Oh, dear lord... after refreshing all weekend wanting a reply now my brain is trying to convince me that he is angry with me. Angry enough to be violent and Inam suddenly not motivated to go. This is BS! If I showed up at his home, introduced myself to his wife while she was gardening and asked to have tea (which I would never do) I am sure T would be pretty upset and we would have a very stern conversation... but him angry to violence... dear lord, can I at least be realistic in my paranoia???
I’m tired of me, can I be quarantined with someone other than myself for a while?
Trying to honor the feelings and not call myself names for them but it is still OK to laugh, I know I’m being ridiculous.
I had to sign a new COVID19 safety form and no one other than the client is allowed in the building during session so pocket riders are out. Anyone want to morph into humming birds or dragonflies and hang out on the windowsill with me? It’s on the second floor so you would have to be OK with heights.