I'll be a dragonfly outside the window. I hope session goes well and your fears are put to rest. I'd tell him about your fears of him being angry with you. I told my T a couple weeks ago that I was afraid I was a burden to him, and he reassured me that I wasn't. Which helped. Though then when he had to "take a break from his practice" and not look at his email for over a day, those thoughts returned. Not just that I myself am a burden, but that, together with his other clients, I'm too much. And I'm pretty certain he sees me more often than any other client (especially now with 3 times a week), so I feel I make up a greater percentage of the burden. T has been so caring lately, but there's this part of me that's just waiting for his a*?&ole side to come out again...