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Lately I have been feeling horrible. Today I called my T, he has deeply concerned... He Will call me tomorrow and I am going to see him Next week.
.... Someone offered me a kitten, I LOVE Cats but I feel I am not an adequate owner and I am going to make It sick as I made my dog depressed.
I cannot stop thinking I should be dead, through at the same time I hace to take care of my dog even if I am an horrible owner. I want to give a nice place to the abandoned kitten...but I do not feel like a right owner
I cannot take care of my own home
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Sorry
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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