Thanks Discombobulated.
We have been spending too much time together. Re the one guy friend I mainly talked about, Its actually been a source of joy but much stress for me. Its not worth it. He barely has any friends. Maybe that's why he's always around. I think he's really unhealthy too. He was just rude to me in a text, and he then apologized and said its hot out and he's stressed. I ended up telling him I need some distance. It may not have been the right time. But I've been so stressed by him.

its not right.
I do think I would like some support in this thread. Thank you.