I'm so deprrssed and I'm afraid going to the depression forum will just make me more depressed. I've been working myself to death to try to get out of debt and lost several months income because of the pandemic. I'm going to lose my home and everything I've worked for. My family is horrible and I can't see any reason for my life. I grew up in a violent family and managed to drag myself out of poverty only to end up like this. None of it was worth it.

Sorry if this depressing. I don't know what to do anymore.