I'm sick of everything. I'm exhausted. I want everything to end. Is that bad? I can't help it though.. I could swear my brain was releasing DMT last night because it was like I was watching an episode of Futurama through a portal from space into a building. I was taking olanzepine and keyed my moms car cuz she needs my money. I'm ****ing tormented. It doesn't stop. The trip doesn't stop. I want it to stop. I want it all to end.

^ That's nonsense right there. I just needed to let that all out. Hopefully I'll feel better later today.