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Old May 27, 2020, 02:48 PM
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Originally Posted by MsLady View Post
Covid may be a bit of a "blessing in disguise" for you (and me). This is such a new relationship overall, and a new marriage. It shouldn't be this hard, already. You're devoting a lot of time, energy, and heartache over a man you haven't known for very long. It speaks volumes to me.
Well, I am stuck at home all alone, working and I have nothing but time on my hands to think. I was happy and content before he yelled at me 2-3 weeks ago. Like I wrote before, we had a 6-month period right after we were married that made me think I should leave him. Then things improved and over the next six months, I wasn't thinking that way.

But since 2-3 weeks ago when he yelled at me, I've been re-evaluating everything from every possible angle. All the things that are bothering me, or have bothered me, have bubbled to the surface. And the pandemic has brought out a lot of the issues.

We have issues, yes. And I will leave him if this turns out to be more unhealthy for me than not. And if I am truly unhappy? I will leave.

But you're right -- there's a lot of issues I am facing here with this relationship, and they are not easy ones.
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