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Old May 27, 2020, 08:56 PM
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Hey, gang. Just wondering about this. My illness has really changed over the years, big-time, as a matter of fact. I had several years, a few years ago, where I was almost without symptoms, really. But, and this is the kicker, I was in the hospital then. Tons of social support and interaction and I have none of that these days, other, really, than with you guys and maybe one other person.

So, I find that I am far more labile than I used to be. Much more. Admittedly, I am just sorta coming out of maybe 8 months or so of tough psychosis. Hopefully, coming out of it. But still, I never quite know what each day is going to be bringing me. I do still have some depression on some days, like today. No idea where that is coming from. I was quite hypo two weeks ago, but only for 2 days. But super, super hypo at that time.

So, for me, I seem to be kind of all over the place, despite being on maximal, gold-standard stabilizers. It's weird. Things have really changed for me over the years so very much with this illness. A moving target.

Anyway, just wondering what people think of their stability, or lack thereof. Thanks a lot!!
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