I'm as stable at this time as I've ever been in my life. My meds are finally the best combination and are at good doses.
What I notice most is a lack of irritability, anger, and rage. I feel tolerant. So the dysphoric mania is under control. Unfortunately, the "good" hypomania/mania is also absent.
My traditionally severe, unrelenting anxiety is at a normal level. Depressions occur now and then, but they are less deep and (so far) don't last long, at all.
Having the stability of my BP moods is allowing me to work harder with trauma issues.
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