The other thing is -- as I've gotten older, and as I've dated many MANY people, I've seen what's really out there. And most people are screwed up in one way or another in my opinion. I may be hanging out at all the wrong places perhaps but I do the things I enjoy most. And most people I've personally come across are screwed up or have one issue or another. SO, if I let HIM go, I'm just going to gain another one who has some other issues.

It's either I work with what I've got and it improves, or I will choose to be alone for the rest of my life. That's how I feel.