I agree that what this guy is doing is not loving and you can do much better. I have been in the same position and wish now I would have got out sooner. But that's over and done with. I think maybe if you are very conflicted about this a counselor could help you, too. My self-esteem is somewhat better than it was when I was in that position years ago. I needed to get help to get away from him. I left but we went back and forth and then he started flaunting the fact that he was cheating. That was like he had no respect for me. He needed help and drank a lot, too. But still the pain of that is hard to forget. It's over with now, thank God! So, I think maybe if you get some counseling it might help you if you have issues like low self esteem and self worth. Sometimes we deep down inside think we cannot do better. I know you can and so can I. I hope I can at least.

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