I sent a text message to regular T asking her if we could cancel Saturday and talk again in two weeks, which gives me time to figure out if I want to continue with her but takes the pressure off of me trying to figure out something to talk about in two days. She hasn't responded yet but I feel better about that. If I decide I want to discontinue, then I can always text her again. Now for Pastor T. I gotta figure out how to break up with him. Bad thing is dual relationship, as he is my pastor and I don't want him to take it personally. Good news is we aren't meeting for Church in person yet so there will be some time before I have to see him in person.