Pastor T took it well. He said "Whatever works for you- I always want the best for you. If you find yourself in a bad spot you can always call - take care" I know he's not upset because he told me when he is upset he has to wait a day or two before responding but since he didn't do that, I think I can trust that he really is okay. It really is my decision whether or not to keep going and the last couple months have been too hard. Doing too much work on ministry type stuff and not enough work on self destructive things to me. So I think this is best. I'm glad he responded. Now I don't have to be too anxious. Now I just need Regular T to respond that she's okay that I cancelled Saturday and rescheduled for two weeks from now!