I want to go manic

But how

For the longest time I've been anhedonic (The opposite of bipolar and MDMA)

Drugs never even made me manic.. Except that one night and I was sent to the hospital for it.. Why would they do that? "I was having a good time" I thought to myself.. But no insight to risk..

Many people are messed up here. There was helicopters chasing some guy out in the forest. And one guy went into the store here with a chainsaw.

I told you that coronavirus would increase things like this..