Feeling more relaxed with chamomile tea and a 5mg olanzepine. I'm gonna ask the pharmacy tomorrow to give me the little yellow sublingual ones.

I could get fat. Who knows.

Anyways, I did absolutely nothing today but chores, waking up, self hygiene, talking to online friends and listening to music.

Tomorrow I'll try harder. I have about an hour before the Vyvanse wears off so I should do something productive right now.. It's just hard cuz I procrastinate so hard.

People visited today and it was all drama. Why can't philosophers like Job come by and we can discuss the depths of reality over drinks? Idk..