I did something very stupid today. I started wandering around on social media accounts and went to places it would have better I steered clear of - you know, those accounts where people are living the perfect life.


Don't want to get specific but a couple of the accounts really shot me into a major tailspin. NOT ACCOUNTS I SHOULD HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT.


I decided "Enough!" and temporarily locked down two social media accounts, after also blocking several people.

It made me kind of nuts.


I know I did it out of loneliness. I live alone and am socially isolated and cried all day. I will say going on social media sites is kind of a habit...and now it isn't a social outlet for me anymore.

I am sick of living this way. I was online too much before lockdown.