Sigh. Feeling deeply wounded. Mixed with a flaming anger. Emotions so intense today. Husband finally left. Had enough of my emotionally charges reactions. My, ' I cant do this anymore Kidd! ' ( hubby) you don't even act like you like me. I just need you to HEAR me baby! " then the leaving. And the heartache of him making me trust him not to leave. Cried all day. Angry rage all day. Confusion. Finding out he didnt just leave. He betrayed. What fun for me. Deep hurt, anger and water works of tears all day. I swear I am not sane right now.