It means a much better relationship with my daughter. It means that I live with and care for mum. That would not have been possible years ago. I needed the meds I have now to stabilize the BP, and all the therapy I had that gave me the tools to stabilize the PTSD. Thank god the last pdoc got the meds right cause when I moved home to care for mum there's no pdoc available and my internist does all my meds. So a lot is riding on me to use my toolbox to stay stable as the net isn't there anymore.