I seem to constantly dream of the neighbor who raped me when I was 4. Although he's not much older than me, the whole experience has changed me...sometimes I think for the worst.

I've never been romantically involved with him...but I seem to always dream that I am. I don't dream of sex or anything like that, but I just dream of having those feelings for him.

When he raped me, I guess you could say I had a crush on him...I mean I thought he was cute and everything...but now he just makes me cringe. I hate having these dreams...even if they are harmless in a sense. In the dreams he's good to me and all...but having them just makes me really sick!

Are these dreams normal???