Feeling really down about myself, and having negative thoughts. I put on a lot of weight, and I’ve been trying to lose weight but I’m an emotional eater and so lately I haven’t gained, but haven’t lost and I as am almost 70 lbs overweight. I last myself in the mirror at my friends house, and saw really how much I’ve gained. Then I’m really thinking negative like why would anyone want you? Look at you, your fat. I don’t have a boyfriend-don’t want one right now because emotionally I can’t handle it right now. I have friends male and Female...even with my close male friend I think why does he even want to hang with me? We’re just friends but he is playful and flirts...but I think nothing of it. My thoughts go to, hes a good looking guy with a nice body, why would he want you?