I cry but then feel intense euphoria from the coffee? Magical feelings. I'm ok I'm sure. I just want to go somewhere.. An adventure..

I might have a mental breakdown again cuz I can't focus much. I'm kind of useless right now.

I should play guitar or piano. I just want someone to tell me I'm ok.. I need a shaman that isn't a soldier or a coke head wall street investor.

I'm feeling all of the emotions today. Coronavirus.