I'm defintely a loner, I don't like to be around people if i'm not obligated to because people are always talking or joking about someone behind their back. I hate that, because i know i'm probably a topic of conversation for these people too. So here i am with no friends any longer because I have this constant fear of what people think of me, and are afraid that everytime i turn around they are saying something under their breath about me, whick a lot of time is true.
I hate this lonelyness, and don't want to sit around all the time, what do you think i should do? I believe i have social anxiety, does anyone feel the same way, or suffer from my same problems?