The weekend is here. I have all of my important books. My cohort left work early so I was in charge of the college kids. My day was pretty sad, my depression is pretty noticeable now that I'm not drinking. Some people drink to numb themselves, but I drink to feel just a little something. Still, not until august. I haven't really noticed anything different since I've stopped, other than the pounding migraines and intense anhedonia.

I've been looking for another job but no luck yet. My boss is going to panic when I leave but I'm miserable working here. I've made a mess of my life.