I'm sorry you're going through this right now, on top of everything else. I think moving is *always* hard - even if you're moving into your own house, you just never know what you're going to find out once you move in.

You mentioned that it's hard to find roommates where you're at? Is it worth looking some more? It sounds like you really miss having people around. Are there any "roommate finder" websites, maybe, for your area? I just keep thinking... you can't be the only one looking to share space with someone?

I'm sorry it's so hard !