no.. you aren't unlovable.. the world has a general shortage. My supply has been sort of sketchy too although totally different scenario. and, imo, many people are jerks.
so, math lesson, love is in short supply + bumper crop of a-holes = you & me feeling bad and unloved
math sucks...
do you have a pet? it's not the same, i won't lie, but they love you no matter what... a dog taught me what unconditional love was..
i am sorry things are so tough for you babe.... you don't deserve this