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Desoxyn · May 30, 2020, 05:25 PM

I think at this point I can just decide to be happy. It's a choice for me at this point.

My sister says that she doesn't believe me. I can't explain how I think cuz I'd need to write books - Without other people judging me saying "Do this - Do that" - It's all meaningless.

I don't need to look when I cross the road but my sister says "People at age 8 learn how to look when they cross the road". I'm pretty sure I do - But people tell me that I don't. So maybe I'm delusional. I'm just pissed off at the people revving their engines and their egos. They should drive only on LSD.

Possible trigger:

I remember walking on the highway - I said "I'll decide to walk in front of a truck after I walk on the highway" so I looked at passing trucks and brushed up against them. Who would give a **** about looking both ways after dealing with this situation in their reality? I know exactly how bad it hurts to be hit by a car - More than I get imagine

That one kid that got higher on some math tests than me at school.. I saw him literally get hit by a slow moving car.. because he didn't look.. So don't tell me that people that don't look are stupid.. But I'm just gonna go ahead and say I'm an idiot worthless and deserve to die because I don't do what is common - Even when I know I look enough and the people driving in cars all they care about - "Look at that idiot that didn't look" HOw about you don't drive a car? No one asked to be here. Just run the idiots over.