Two steps forward, one step back. This is crazy! I get one day, maybe two, that my hubby is doing better...then I hear something that is not so good. Why can't he get a break and just be able to get better so he can come home. It's so hard to hear him on the phone asking what he did in his life that was so bad that he is now being punished for it. And I can't even be there for him. I want so much to hold him and tell him all will be alright, but I can't. I don't know how much more stress I can take. This is probably the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life. This is the only place I have to vent and even then it doesn't feel worth it. Life sucks!