You say that she knows and you know that you need more therapy and that you both know of you discuss this it will have harmful repercussions for you. You are also both aware you need in depth therapy and she cannot provide that. She may not bring up certain things as she doesnt want to open something she cannot help with.

Are you able to bring up the things you want to talk about? Keeping in mind she cannot help you and that her manager may end contact at any time.