Sadly but truly i had a endoscopy done when i was 18 yrs old, they didn't gave me enough anesthesia and i woke up and was awake during the endoscopy. The doctors and anesthesiologist was too busy looking at the screen instead of checking on me. After that it cause a lot of Trauma because i could feel the tube all the way to my stomach. How they found out i was pushing that thing out like throwing up fighting for me life. Then they saw me and gave me more anesthesia. Which it made my case worst. The doctors never said and never notice or wrote down on their report. After 8 yrs i tried to look for an attorney because my parents were uneducated enough to seek help for me. My dad fought with the doctor and he was escorted out by security. It was too late to look for an attorney because of law rules. I went to mexico and saw a great doctor which he subscribe me Pontiride Medicine which is sulpiride. That got me back up and was fine for a few years. I had to stop taking it because i started working and got my degree. THe unsureness of drug testing made me stop it and it was a lot of hassle getting it from mex to USA.

My question is do anybody can point me out to a similar medicine here in USA. i have seen doctors and i'm currently taking Seroquel XR, but i think i can find a better medicine. My current doctor so far hasnt hit the spot on my brain to make me feel better. Yes i'm taking therapy too.

Well, god bless and let me know. I'm 34 now and still searching for life, which has been a struggle. .But i will keep trying..