So my ED has been worse lately. I've had it for about 6 years and it peaks. Lately its making me anxious again to eat, look at my body, feel my body, wear/put on clothes, everytime I look in a mirror I obsessively put myself down. It's even affected my relationship. My gf is constantly having to remind me not to put myself down. I've only ever been able to really battle out of this because I was sickly thin and was so scared i kinda just jumped out of it.. until i gained weight again... then it just kept happening. I have a problem with binge eating too so I go into these bouts where I dont care and I eat whatever bc everyones beautiful and all that and then drastically just stop eating for a week bc I gained a pound. Idk what to do. My gf is threatening to black out the mirror. I've done positive post it notes before with compliments posted everywhere. It sort of helped but other than that, I havent really tried too much. I'm an artist so I paint and draw and stuff but I cant release this stuff that way? I dont know but this is ruining my life...