I feel like I'm stable. And even though I was hospitalized for depression several years back I still believe that I never get depressed. Even though I slept until 5 pm today I think I am not depressed. The only thing that pokes its head out is when I was manic a year ago. That's the only thing I can see. Even though I wasnt hospitalized for that mania, I can't see for the other 5 times Ive been hospitalized that I'm bipolar. Yes I had to go through all their groups every day and hang out with "the really, truely mentally ill" people there.