Been away a couple (few?) days. Been hit with waves of hopelessness. Spells of teariness. I don't know if it's the BP or not. I'm getting things done though. BDD is eating me alive, but that's nothing new. It does contribute quite a lot to the hopelessness. And gut-wrenching pangs off wanting . This is a constant, but I'm not I did talk with T a couple weeks ago about it.

I'm SOOOOO over this ****ing pandemic. It's very much not helping.

all around. Sorry to be so far behind in keeping up.