I feel like now is going to be a tough time for me. Things are slowly starting to reopen, people are going back to their lives... except me. Concerts still aren't happening, and those are pretty much my only social events. Everything was cancelled and nothing was planned for this summer.

I still can't see my parents. I don't feel like five hours on a train with a face mask on and there is absolutely no way I am letting them come to the city - I feel that is still too risky. Don't get to see any of my friends because I only see most of them at gigs.

We're slowly going back to the office in shifts. So when it's my turn next week, I'll only be meeting one of my colleagues, everyone else will be at home.

It's been almost 4 months since I hugged someone. Haven't even spoken to anyone in 2,5 months.

My birthday is next month. Probably will be spending it by myself.

And of course I'm also worried things could be opening to soon. The virus isn't gone.