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Old Jun 01, 2020, 01:48 PM
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Originally Posted by Innerzone View Post
Been away a couple (few?) days. Been hit with waves of hopelessness. Spells of teariness. I don't know if it's the BP or not. I'm getting things done though. BDD is eating me alive, but that's nothing new. It does contribute quite a lot to the hopelessness. And gut-wrenching pangs off wanting
Possible trigger:
. This is a constant, but I'm not
Possible trigger:
I did talk with T a couple weeks ago about it.

I'm SOOOOO over this ****ing pandemic. It's very much not helping.

all around. Sorry to be so far behind in keeping up.
I hear you on the pandemic. That’s what drove me into a deep depression in the first place. My state is slowly starting to reopen but they say a second wave is inevitable. So we will probably be locked down again in a few months. I can’t take it. AND I read that over half of Americans won’t even get the vaccine if/when they develop one. So who knows how long it could take to die out.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore

That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
Hugs from:
Anonymous41462, Anonymous45023, bpcyclist, Sunflower123, ~Christina
Thanks for this!
bpcyclist