Morning

As the days go on with everything in the world, I’m getting more and more depressed. I’m pretty much just about to say screw social media and get off it for awhile. Like...I don’t have energy or motivation to do anything whatsoever. I just wake up and feel scared. Like I don’t want to leave my house at all. At all.

I notice the past 2-3 days all I do is MAYBE think about what I need to do. My mind isn’t racing, it’s just completely blank from fear.

I just sit and sit, for hours, past 2 days or 3. I just sit and stare into space. Usually the day goes by slow when I do that. But it sorta feel fast right now, like it’s going by fast. I have been sleeping a lot of the days tho. And I wake up and I just stare into space for the rest of the day. I don’t even remember what I’ve been doing past few days. Some but not much.

I think I’m supposed to see T today.